Friday, 13 April 2007
have you ever felt sad? or hatred for someone? i do..
different people have different ways of curing your sadness,your hatred, and for me, i sing, to forget all the unhappiness. sometimes i really wanted to tell you this: i want the old you. but something just hold me back. i wanted to throw away this feeling,the feeling of greediness. when you lose something,you gain something and when you gain something,you lose something.you cant have only positive.thats what i meant,greediness. for a minute i felt blogging was so useless.i wanted to release my anger but im afraid,every sec,every min, i have no idea who is visiting my blog.its scary.. not knowing who's visiting your blog.i felt im such a coward,i never knew im such a coward.i felt like everyone is stealing my things,one after another.every sec i felt like im losing my things and no sooner,i believe i will lose to myself,emotional control.
*f0R fUn!!* =XX
; so long.
06:42
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